Something has been hanging in the air since I got up this morning. I don't know what it is...but it's been following me. It has me paranoid and tense like something is coming, but I don't know what it is. You ever get that feeling?
I keep getting the feeling I'm at a crossroads. Maybe that's my problem...I keep comic back to the same place because I haven't don't what I need to do to get past this spot. I'd really hate go come back the next life as a cockroach crawling around the same spot over and over because I just wasn't smart enough to get it, even if I did have my own show and a little change in my pocket.
*quivering at the thought*
What happened to you? You used to be beautiful, baby....
Sobhowbdo you break the mold? See, i've found it a mistake to just do different ish willy nilly. It usually ends in less than desirable ends. Just ask Christina...
Just changing up usually leads you to make some messed up decisions, which leads you back to the 'Why the eff did I do thats' which ultimately makes you feel better about doing the same old ish. Thus the cycle continues.
I wonder if this is how my parents felt during Regan. Scared to loose what you have but knowing something isn't right.
I've been thinking a lot more lately, not a lot of talking or doing, just thinking. I don't wantto make any rash decisions, and it always seems like there is too much riding on it. But is there too much riding on this to do nothing at all?
Perhaps I just need to change the air. I think I'll go do that now.
Y'all be easy.
-One-
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